i love myself

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2008-09-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

For her im willing to do so much.
I learned stuff just to show her my sincerity.
But no chances were given to me to show it to her.

getting her back

2008-07-28T16:20:00.000-07:00

sometimes i really hope to get her back.
i would definitely treat her better than last time.
but she will never choose me.
sigh.

time machine

2008-07-22T18:57:00.000-07:00

No matter how or what i do.
She don't feel a thing for me.
Probably i should stop bothering her?
Because she's not feeling good having me around?
I think i need a time machine.
I really NEED ONE!

alloutoflove

2008-07-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

jon
jonty
jonny
jonsy
jonathan.
army's fucked.
waiting and its final.
i do see that she still love him.
i know she do.

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2007-10-06T01:32:00.000-07:00

deweey.

2007-10-03T21:44:00.000-07:00

Taking care of a husky is not easy. They have selective hearing, and will not do as they are told if they don't want to. They are houdinis, and can escape from pretty much anything. You need 6 ft fencing, with minimal gaps. They can never be off leash, as they will run. They chase/eat cats, rabbits, birds, as well as cows and sheep. They have no traffic sense, or sense of direction. The other biggie is that they blow their entire bottom coats a couple of times a year. Their fur will invade your life. You will wear fur, eat fur, sleep in fur, watch it on TV and even bathe in fur. They need a lot of exercise. They also dig, and then dig again. You will end up with a yard that looks like the moon, with craters everywhere. I really wonder when will deweey stop his nonsense. When will he be a good boy.

mothers day

2007-05-23T20:29:00.000-07:00

Although mothers day has passed, somehow i still want to tell my mum happy mothers day. Maybe its because i didnt tell her happy mothers day. I miss my grandma too. Didnt go for mothers day lunch, as i was so sick to get out of bed. Lying in bed like a sick DAWG! I always think that its time to go visit grandma, but i always fail to get my ass there to visit her. Just too lazy. Maybe i should really do something about it. Came back from ubin yesterday, had lots of crazy fun, or i must call it "fun". Talking cock to pass time and fattkong can actually sing non-stop for 2 hours with all his kickass boy band songs, while me and sher lie-ing down feeding those mosquitos. I just dont understand why are we getting ourself in those shit. At home got bed got aircon dont want to sleep, want to go camping. The funniest thing that happen there was with this cat. They are the ubin cats, when u see them please beware of them, they have cunning evil eyes. What happened was when we reach there, we saw this cat. Fattkong keep disturbing it and later in the night the cat took revenge, there was no light we couldnt see a shit and the cat took our bread away and ate eat up. Sher wanted to call police, he said that was robbery. Fattkong wanted to kill it and i just wanted to sleep.

stress

2007-05-17T16:51:00.001-07:00

why am i stressed?

a free man like me?

feeling stressed up?

i approached my good buddy today and this is what he told me.

me -"why am i stressed up?"
sher - "you should be stressed up unless your dad is a multimillionaire whereby he is gonna give you half of his assets when you turn 21."

its time to really work, just work my ass off and make the society pay me. This was the only part i remember when i was told by my cousin about the psychological facts in life and that kind of shit.

what im going to do now is be more thrifty, get a job and be a BETTER man of course.